Saturday, October 24, 2009

pah parah!


















HI :D :D

if you're here, online, reading this, then...



you shouldn't be.



you should be somewhere else, facebook or your blogs or whatever POSTING MY GRADUATION PICTURES!

i need pics! of the like 30 online that contain me at all there are only 3 of me that actually look decent. SERIOUSLY,


lol my mom just told me she spread some kaya on bread for my dog and my dog licked all the kaya and left the bread behind.


anyway as i was saying, not going for ballet for 3 months is killing me, figuratively, and therefore literally. if you don't get that sentence, think harder.

i
am
so
fat
i
can be
the
earth
and you're walking on me.

:(

so i'm waiting for decent looking pics of myself to surface so i can TOTALLY flood the system with em and you can forget about all the ugly ones! yay!

i need more jogging motivators man.

and i need to learn photoshop.


so yeah the point is, put up all my pictures! i need them so i can properly disconnect myself from the internet and study properly at peace, WHY DON'T YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTANDDD.

gosh, ya'll are selfish.

:D

the only pics of myself i don't wince at so far.

















zhenchi, yy and i





















jenn, TANJUAN (haha!) yy and i


















jenn shooting the photo with her camera, me shooting qi with my clutch, and yy...being yy.
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nicola tang, thank you for making my graduation night...small.


in comparison to your towering presence.

hahaaha.

thanks for letting us mess up your place woman :D you're the bombb.


Lim Yan Yun's tenone commandments:

THOU SHALT NOT PUNCH THY ENEMIES.



oh and shut up :D

















<3
omg so lesbian.

Monday, October 19, 2009

somethin' like that.


this is a song about my love for tangerines
this is a song about my favorite colors
and this is a song for those who love their enemies
this is a song that meant to be read in the in betweens

and this-

and this is a song for the world i knew
they were trying to pull over you
yeah they were trying to

i always put a little mistake in a fairly new song, in case someone's taping it, its absolutely worthless to them.

and this is a song for all the boys who fight the war
this is a song for all those boys who didn't start the war
this is a song to all the girls worth fighting for
this is a song for the world that i'm down for

this is a song for the chance i take
and the rules they were trying to make
and the rules i choose to break
and this is the song for the mom and pop




i don't think anyone has the whole song. its amazing though :)

Friday, October 16, 2009

mind games.




















upon reviving this blog i feared i wouldn't be able to keep it up very long.

but for the past 2 weeks or so however, to my surprise, i've been posting like 5 posts in 7 days?
i was like YEAH BABY, I'M ON FIRE!




now i find myself at a loss again. the heck.

so i'm just going to say whatever comes to mind lah.


so today right i was in megamall. dad and i were passing through jusco, and upon descending an escalator we saw like a GIANT THRONG of people crowding around a random space, and some dude's voice over the amplifier thingy yelling, like pasar. in the middle of a department store. wondering what was going on we went nearer to take a look. then in the occasional, rarely emerging gaps between aunties crammed shoulder to shoulder, i caught a glimpse of an arm strung with 4 handbags.


it was handbag happy hour! :D


benedetti polo handbags going at 80% discount, all for an hour only. remembering mom needed a new handbag, dad asked me to go and snatch a few options also. so i squeezed my way in and omg,

FREAKING WARZONE, I SWEAR.

these aunties damn ganas man! mun hak hei one! all you see are lots of hands sticking in the pile, grabbing and tossing, seriously like bloody lou sang like that, and laser eyes scanning the pile like mad scavengers.

and every 2 minutes or so, some guy will come with a giant box and yell EXCUSE ME STOK BARU and for about 5 seconds most of the hands will retract and he will pour a new box of bags into the pile and all the hands will start jabbing in again.

if you think aunties = lembik YOU'RE WROOONG.

it was total madness. one time i came out of the crowd to show daddy my pickings and we'd rate them together, and when i tried to force my way back in i had to attempt like 6 times from 6 different directions. fighting with aunties damn tiring man. duwan to be rude also cannot. i say excuse me no one choi me lol.

in the end, sweating slightly (in a mall!) i emerged with a few selections and dad and i settled on 2, one for me one for mom. mine was 179 bucks discounted to 36 bucks, mom's was 199 discounted to 40 bucks.

mine looks like this














only mine is new and in black, because i don't trust myself with white lol

cannot find one that looks like mom's, but we found her something simple and classy la.

so yeah, that was my friday afternoon, originally intended for studying. shit lah.

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i think i'm getting old.

not in the white hair and wrinkles kinda old (though my joints always pain, like old creaky bones) but in terms of taste, percept, mindset and things like that.

i used to hate olives, now i love em. i hated bittergourd, lady's fingers, mustard, garlic, ginger, flat pumps and now i love them all. i don't like soft drinks (unless i'm really hot and sweaty, then its awesome) don't like fast food, don't like candy (haven't outgrown chocolate and ice cream though) i freakin snack on dried fruits, and drink chinese tea by the gallons. see. i eat old people food.

when i was working at reception of my ballet centre, i got to talking with quite a few parents. once, i spoke to this mother who was in advertising, whose daughter is now a friend of mine (summer gan, if you're reading this), and at the end of our conversation she asked me how old i was. when i told her i was 16, she was in shock, she said i sounded like i was 60.

what's wrong with me man, seriously!


and now i think of it. right now, i basically listen to three people alot.














































john lennon,












































freddie mercury,












































and jason mraz.

out of the three, 2 died before i was even born.





should i be worried?


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did you know, audrey hepburn, classic beauty of all time, had a pet deer?




















meet Pippin, the domesticated deer.


damn cool right! i want one toooo!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

fear of the unknown.

how do you explain something you don't understand?

sometimes, you think you're safe until suddenly, you can no longer plead ignorance.





i typed an entire entry as a response to what was a thinly veiled post addressed to me.

i was about to click publish post, to put it up.

then i realised how public this is, 'publishing'.

its not for anyone else,

its for you.

hence, its addressed to you, in your mailbox.

let's be nice, please?

Monday, October 12, 2009

under pressure














girls
on graduation:
insert name of any female: so what you wearing ah? oh i guess like a dress, maybe sleeveless, you think can ah? oh should be fine lah, i wearing one shoulder leh. har? who say slacks? serious ah? what's the dress code wor? formal? formal got a lot of types one leh, got dinner formal, function formal, conference formal, formal formal, semi formal...which one leh? will it look good with the robes? robes until the shin right? are you bringing a clutch........

guys on graduation:
girls: eh qi, what you wearing for graduation ah? uh, graduation robes? haiyo under the robes lah. underwear? omg between the underwear and the robes?!?

oh. some clothes i guess.

we are SO amusing.


ps: seperate note, thanks for all the nice comments about my story, paiseh la. its not that great lah! but i thought i should mention, i meant for it to end like guy dies to save girl, and girl dies to save guy, so neither of them managed to save each other, and therefore life is such an ironic tragedy. but i didn't have enough time so girl didn't get to die.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I got the reason to be roamin' out the coverage area



















today, i saw some ants roaming my desk. so i tapped the table, so they'd know i was here and make a run for it. (i don't like killing ants, they're so helpless its unfair, besides they leave a bad smell) so as expected they traveled superspeed, trailing their own scents in circles trying to get back to their colony.

and then, you know how two ants like, connect with each other, antennae to antennae?








i saw 3 ants connect with one ant, which wasn't moving. then i realized that ant was semi-squashed and couldn't move. they seemed to come to some agreement and 2 of the 3 ants sped off, leaving one ant with the immobile semi squashed ant.

then with my own eyes, i watched the remaining ant drag the immobile ant by its hind legs, trail its own scent, all the way back to their colony. rescuing her sister in the midst of panic.

no ant left behind.




i've always had some kind of. respect for ants.













needless to say they're constantly on the move, they just never stop. they move in swarms, conquer in armies.

we kill ants like nobody's business, and we forget they're life forms too. every single one has a life, a history, a future.

who are we to put an end to that? what, cos we're bigger?

the next time you see a swarm of ants some place you don't want, don't just kill them, they're just doing their job. bang the table or something, give them a little earthquake and a chance to run. not moving fast enough? blow them away. see an ant drowning? scoop it up and let it go. let and let live.

maybe then when god one day decides to reach down his giant colony with his thumb to kill us all, he might just decide to miss you.



no i'm not some hippie. i just respect ants. you should too!

Friday, October 9, 2009

the show must go on
























so i don't normally do the 'so this is how my day went' kinda post, i don't see anyone getting the kicks out of 'wake up go school come back sleep' but this is a semi that kinda post about last night cos i find it rather amusing :D


so last night i came back about slightly before 11. mom complained she was having food poisoning and being a pain about it so i had to go clinic to clinic looking for charcoal. and i found it and am therefore triumphant because you don't get to buy medicine at clinics without the patient seeing the doctor and


omg dad just did a boogie. dance. something. scarred for life.


-anyway yeah i had to like ask for it with a big smile before someone sold it to me. sales and marketing, suck that!

then we came home dad and i got on our comps and suddenly bu4 totally blacked out.

no electricity = no computer = boredom.
boredom = sleep but no electricity = no aircond therefore
no electricity = no sleep

so having nothing to do (and being very puteri lilin) dad and i decided to go out, at least car got aircond. went to the usual rental place to get some movies and came back.

still no electricity.

so we went back out to get a drink. 3 teh o ais limaus later, came back at quarter to 1.

still no electricity.

i was supposed to have school the following day.

so i went in the house, took 3 pillows, and we crashed in the car :D




until around 2a.m. when the electricity came back on :D

and i wagged school this morning. there's your story nic, sorry!

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speaking of, twice my height and half my weight otherwise known as nicola tang is a new member of the blogosphere, first post mentions yours truly :)

extract from http://mysilverbittersweetlining.blogspot.com/


you're not lost. you're just undiscovered.
you have so many awesome things you wanna do. you have too many choices. thats why you cant decide. ***
the best part about getting lost. IS THAT YOU ALWAYS FIND YOUR WAY BACK. WITH THE GUIDANCE OF LAME FRIENDS THAT IS (: AND THAT YOU DISCOVER YOURSELF. YOU BECOME AN ADVENTURER (:



wow, thank you sweetie :D i really hope you're right.


because not knowing drives you freaking mad, i tell you.


i want so much, and i get so little, right?

right now i want a muffin.




random: FREDDIE MERCURY, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE :( :( :( :( :(























fuck you aids, seriously, get lost!